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I'd really like to watch these two movies!
1. Revulotionary road
2. Confessions of a Shopaholic
So far,i've watched Slumdog Millionare and The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.
Overall,Slumdog millionare was the best! It was tragic,romantic and hilarious too. No wonder this movie won many oscars that night. As for Benjamin Button,the movie was really creative! Benjamin was born as a baby. A wrinkle little baby. And he also dies as a baby.
Gosh!
gile bosan duk umah nih.
duit gaji pown ada rm200++ jew.
bt ada la lg baki gaji yg xmasok acc lg.
dlm anggaran rm200 la jgk.
with rm400,i thought i just wanted to purchase one baby tees and the others for my drivin license.
uh!
though, ofcoz i have to get out of this house. using my own money.
The outmost important is,everyday my relation just kepep getting better and better!
and it does feel good when we understand someone we care.
today,nk carik keje jew.
i did call a new deparment at sacc mall for a job.
then dorang suruh call the end of this march
tym tuh rsult spm da kua da.
cuak~!
How deep is your love for me?
You know i tried to understood you.
But can you understand me?
Can you feel how i feel when you did the same thing to me?
I can't just forgive you. I can't just accept those things easily.
It's a small thing,i know.
But it has become big when u do it over and over again.
You know it brokes my heart when you lied and started to silents with me?
It's true i blew up. I'm the one who set you free.
I give you a few days to rest.
In return,both of us can be back as normal.
I hated when you start to pull your face when i say "let's have a talk".
You know why?
It's coz when you did the same thing to me,u'll ignore me.
Everytime when i did wrong or pull out a face,u just leave me.
And sometimes you leave me asking what i did wrong.
But when u did something wrong,and i started to pressure you,you just give up.
I cant handle when you leave me like that.
And you dont like when i pressure you.
So in the end,i was the one who had to apologise to you.
I was the one who came to you.
I was the one who had to solve all this,by saying that it's my fault.
You did say that ur wrong. But face it,you dun't mean it.
cuz if you do,you won't give up to say your sorry.
you won't just say "i dun't know if i still love u or not".
And that's the missing part in you.
But you still can't see it don't you?
When i was younger,i dreamed to be a prime minister!
i also thought to be a singer.
My third ambition was stewardest. haha.
When i was young,i was a shy person.
hardly spoke to anyone.
I only have two friends.
I remembered that i like to play with dolls.
barney and make way for noddy was my fav show!
but today those shows are just rubbish. haha!
I remembered how i vowed not to have boyfriends until i'm 20.
but that's juz a kids vow. haha.
i used to love lipstick at those times!
sumtimes i took one of my mom's lipstick and put it on.
and watch the redness of my lips! haha.
high heels is what i always wanted to wear. why?
bcoz i love the sound it makes!
not bcoz of how sexy i look with it. haha!
those days were different.
i like some boys. but i just keep it.
i admired them. everyday looking at them like some freakin stalker. haha.
but today,if i like i just tell him that i like em.
not just that,i could also risk my 'honour' to declare him as my partner! (I did that once to my current bf).
on that days,chatting was not my thing. haha.
but that was once upon a time ago~
Pnat woo kerja for d 1st day!
1st day da keje fulltime from 10am till 10pm.
whoa!
bt the salary it's quite satisfying~
klu da xlarat,tggu sbulan den tuka keje la! haha.
People always wanted to be loved.
When they lose someone,they intend to find another desperately.
In some cases,they just threw the sentence "would you be my girlfriend/boyfriend?" either to the ones they knew or barely knew.
Many young lovers thought that love can grow when they have exchange vows as couples.
To love or to be loved has so many rules.
These rules are the reasons why couples can bring their relationship to marriage.
KNOWING EACH OTHER FIRST
It's important that you know each other before you declare her/him as your partner. When you start a relationship on the first day you met,your status wont last long. This is because both of you don't have the understanding on each other.
TRUST EACH OTHER
All couples need trust. Without it,both of you would end up fighting.
TOOK GOOD CARE OF EACH OTHERS HEARTS
When you have something important to do,tell your partner first. If you won't come to the dinner he/she planned,call him/her. If you are hanging out with your friends,and your partner calls,make sure you tell him/her that you will call him/her back. Note this : speak in a polite words and speak softly to him/her.
NEVER FORGET TO SAY "I LOVE YOU"
"I love you" is important to say everyday to your partner. Say those words when you go to work,before you go to sleep. But it's better if you tell it at any place and anytime. Tell your partner how important he/she is to your life.
The result? A good relationship.
WORD OF WISDOM
When your partner has problems,geve him/her the word of wisdom. Cheer him/her up. Never let him/her alone,feeling down. Support your partner in any way. He/she will feel like they have someone to lay on. Generally,this is when girls like because they can have all the love from her partner.
GIVE SPACES AND ALWAYS UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER
All couples wanted a time of their own. They also wanted times with their friends. These are the times where you should give. It's a benefit when you give your relationship a rest. Plus,both of you can bring new ideas for your relation. Same goes for understanding each other. It's more like trust. If you can't be understanding to your partner,your status can never be able to survive.
LOVE HIM/HER AS THE WAY THEY ARE
Now thats the true love! People have their weaknesses. Our role as lovers is we should accept his/her weakness. Never ask him/her to change for what they are. Never even compare you partner with others. Just love them for who he/she is.
If you do these rules,definitely you will be treated the same from your partner.
So keep and cherish your love.
2009, its a year of change.
everything will be different from now.
there are things ahead. waiting.
to me,what year it is was never imporant.
cos everyday is just the same old day.
but today,it'll be a lot more different. the same old days has ended.
Farewell 2008!
After breaking up with A (the guy who cheated on me twice),I returned to play the game.
Game of young lovers. I did get someone new. the boy who's also my classmate.
He was a rich guy. he called me every night to wish me gud nyte.
he wasnt the guy who is playful or can joke around.
he was so serious about our relationship.
I was locked. eventhough he was sweet and romantic. but he's just doesnt fit with me.
Our rlation lasts for 1 week till i found a boy who's two years older than me.
it was love at first sight!
that was the first time i felt loved and happy with my partner.
we dated and have a good laugh.
it's been going on for 6 months.
including my 3rd year at high school.
Until one day,on April i begin to think of A. AGAIN.
he was still my classmates. so i could not run away from him.
we never have good memories together.
somehow,his shadow kept hunting me.
after so long i was happy with my current partner.
i finally broke with him. the reason is because of A.
i let go of a great guy for a jerk like A. i absolutely have no idea why.
there was a force that attracted me to him.
he is somethin especially when he drive and bounce the ball on basketball court.
i cant help the temptation to get closer to him.
i tried every way to win him back.
so i did somethin stupid.
i asked him to be my boyfriend,my soulmate!
and he reject me! he gave 3 reasons why he rejected me.
i was so embarssed. really embarassed.
i felt like a fool too. how can i ask a guy who never serious about a reltionship to be my partner?
3 days later. on may 26th,i received a message.
I press the button 'enter'. and his name popped out!
i was suprised and curious.
carefully,i opened the message. there it wrote,"are u single?"
he asked me to be his! i say yes with no doubt.
i promise to myself to be a good partner. and so i did.
he never he cheated on me anymore. such guy has changed!
he'd become loyal and loyal everyday.
he wasnt a jerk after all. instead,he is like the air that i breathe everyday.
This is when our love started to grow.
THE STORY WILL BE CONTINUED 25 YERAS LATER..
Dear readers,
I would like to share you a love story. A real and true story.
I read this in an old diary.
here's how the story begins..
It was the day I received his phone number. I never thought there is a boy who will be intrested in me.
In my whole two months at this new school,I've never been 'hit' by a boy before. This was the first.
He wasn't that smart or a gentleman. But i just go with it.
Oh yes. he was good in flirting.
almost everyday we chat and chat. but in class,we never talk. we barely even looked at each other,
somehow,this evening he ask me to be his girlfriend. I took it!
After being his girlfriend,it wasn't as paradise as i thought it would be.
ok, maybe we did started to date (in class!) and walk together from school.
But i hear soo much rumours of him cheating on me.
play words with other girls.
i told someone to spy on him. However,before that spy could watch over him,i saw it in front of my eyes.
he was definitely wooing a girl.
since that day,i ask him to broke up and swear to myself i will never near that evil heartless thing. EVER.
one year passed. I live my own life as normal teenager does. i was now in the second year of high school.
I had a huge crush on H. I texted him almost everyday.
i started to call him honey. i acted as if he was mine!
But the crush doesn't last long when i started to remind about my old boyfriend.
the one who cheated on me. for some reason i felt like i want him back.
I knew what he'd done to me. but i just can't get him off of my mind.
i feel like i'm hanging onto two wires that's seperate from each other.
for days and days i dreamed how i badly wanted him back. Finally on thursday,he texted me and say that he still loves me and want me to be his girlfriend.
with no second thought,i take it. AGAIN.
for the record,this time,it was so boring! we kept a secret of our relationship.
we hardly spoke to each other. even if we do,no words to whisper nor spoken.
On one night he asked to go to a party with him. and my answer?
NO! I can't go out late at night. So he went there with whom i cant really tell.
The next day,he told me what happen at the party. he told me he had been actively dating with bunch of girls on the previous night.
i was soo furious that i asked him to broke up. AGAIN.
this time i really remind myself not to fall in the wrong hands! especially the guy who broke my heart twice!
But on the third year of high school,something really different happened to me.
THE STORY CONTINUES...
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